30DC – Day 3

9:35 PM +8 GMT


   My views on drugs and alcohol… I don’t have certain preference as long as it is in control. Except for marijuana, I think it should be legalize everywhere if it is proven of curing certain diseases, if not curing, help overcoming diseases.

   On alcohol, I think people should turn to alcohol whenever they have problems because it wouldn’t help anything. Well, if it’s their way of coping, it’s okay. I’m not judging. But I would still wish that they’ll realize it.

  That’s it. It’s okay as long as it’s moderate and doesn’t hurt or affect anybody. ^^



30DC – Day 2

10:15 PM+8 GMT


   Where I’d like to be in 10 years… I would like to be in South Korea or Japan, teaching kids or maybe editing in magazines. That would totally rock if it happens. But still maybe, I’ll stay here in the Philippines. I would still want to teach kids or maybe even adults but English or edit in magazines. By then I should have travelled most of Asia, I wish. I would want a child but I want him or her when I’m stable. Who doesn’t. But the generation today is frustrating…

   Well that’s it. I just woke up and fortunately I remembered this and wrote it, then I shall sleep again. Good night.

— Mayu

30DC – Day 1

11:53PM +8 GMT


   My current relationship… I’m physically single but mentally not. I might date around but that’s all it is?? I too don’t know. I don’t even date around! I’m surrounded by girls. Lol. And I don’t swing that way. Maybe it’s just that I’m not ready for any relationships or whatever. I’m waiting for the right time? And right guy? Oh my, that is so cheezyyy!!

   I’m totally enjoying my single life! I can do whatever I want, see whoever I want without anyone holding me back. The money I saved goes all to foods! I love foods. Maybe I should have a relationship with it. But sometimes, there are times that I want someone that I can steal food from, or shirts. Someone that I can tell my jokes and they’ll laugh even it’s not funny or they’ll tease me that I can’t tell jokes to save lives or something. Hang out all afternoon, buy me food, have a secret place, buy me chicken, cola, and doughnuts, eat food together, I dunno and just have fun. But even though I don’t have a boyfriend, I have friends that I do those things with so, I don’t need a man~~

P.S. I wrote this late, but I guess it still counts as 1st of Nov? Kekeke

30 Day Challenge

2:34 AM +8 GMT


   I’m thinking about starting this challenge in my weak attempt to make  this blog active. Lol. I don’t even know if I can continuously post a blog regularly. And this is the first time I’m doing a challenge like this. I shall try it out and see if I can do it.

   About Day 15, since this is not tumblr, I don’t have an acc there, and I dunno what’s happening there… I should replace it with something else.  Shall I blog about favourite WordPress sites? I don’t think I have one though. Well, whatever we’ll get through it.

   I shall start today since it’s first of November and will end at the 30th for it to be exact. I might post at around 9PM to 10PM later and shall constantly (please) post at around that time everyday. I will also try to post it in Korean but in another blog post but I’m not really sure because of my lack of vocabulary so yeah. Whatever.

   Good luck to me.

— Mayu

한국어 브로그

오전12:49 +8 GMT

  안녕하세요. 이젠 헌국어 브로그가 시작할까요. 모든지 아무것지 쓸거예요. 비스트과 할류과(?) 음식과 인생을 대강 생각해요. 아직도 잘못은 많아요… 글써 시간이 있어면, 누군가 저를 수정해요. 하면서 미리 고마워요! 저의 어휘는 아주 부적했지만 계속 한국어를 공부하고 싶어요. 잘 부탁드립니다.

— 마유💕


11:29 PM +8 GMT

I was wondering why I don’t posts my dreams here. I often remember my dreams. Some in detail, some only a person or the concept. Even if I remember them, I think it would be hard elaborate. So yeah. I think I don’t posts them because my vocabulary is limited? Hahahaha! Well, whatever. Until the next time I post. Bye.

11:34 PM


15.10.09 1:56AM +8GMT

I dunno but I feel so depressed whenever I’m alone that I think I need to see a professional. To the point where I just wanna finish all this shit. I wish I’m just all talk about this and never ever do it. But there are times like right now that I really can’t take it anymore. I think it’s good that when I’m talking to someone or anyone I’m my cheerful self. Maybe I just need to be around people more? But I don’t like too many people. Sometimes I think that I’m a really good actress or good at not talking. I have found that whenever I feel depressed and I’m with other people, I do things like dancing, making corny jokes, laughing excessively. I dunno but maybe to lift my spirits up even then I dunno what I’m doing. I don’t want end up not doing anything but I’m not doing anything oh god I’m not even making sense anymore. Maybe this is just my angst. And it will pass. I surely hope it will pass sooner rather than later…


2AM thoughts

2:03AM 8+ GMT

I’ve been tweeting less these days but I dunno how I killed time while not tweeting. So basically, I haven’t done anything productive for the pass few days. //I watched I Remember You last week though//

But earlier, I was scrolling through my acc and searching for some B2UTYs to follow ’cause BEAST feeds are lessening — I’ve been very picky with B2UTYs that I follow, especially some international fans because I’ve been continuously disappointed by their attitude.

I’m following a fansite and she seems, I dunno, frustrated about something. I wanted to help her or cheer her up or something but when I tried, it seems that even if I studied Korean diligently for 2 years, I still can’t say what I want to. I wished for her to somewhat have strength from me but I ended up being dissatisfied by my own capacity.

I guess I still have a lot more to learn…

— Mayu

The Book of Questions



Another book blog post. Lol.

I—I mean we have this book called The Book of Questions. We bought it at a book warehouse sale for only ten php, that’s like I dunno, two cents in usd. So it was really cheap. Ericka and I bought it and agreed to answer it every time we meet, which is like four to five times a week. But still ended up not finishing it even though we’ve been like three years together? Haha! The book only has two hundred seventeen questions and several further questions so we should have finished it by now but nah. We often forget to answer it or bring it altogether. Lol.

But anyway, I just wanted to share the book. ㅋㅋㅋ

Oh! And the book is sadly discontinued now. :<




                         The Book of Questions by Gregory Stock, PhD

— Mayu


Mah 18th!


As they say in our country, your 18th birthday is the most important birthday of your life. It’s your debut. Your debut to the society. The age were you can start working without the need of patents consent, get to vote, go to jail, and everything else that you could do as an adult. Some gets excited to finally become 18, having a “grand ball” and that 18 roses stuff but some aren’t and doesn’t want to be an adult for its responsibilities are a headache. And I just recently had mine…

It has been three hours and twelve minutes past mine. I still don’t know what or how to feel. But I know one thing. I’m grateful for what the higher being has given me. I didn’t have that grand ball that most girls wished for due to financial issues —I didn’t want to have an extravagant celebration anyway— hell, I didn’t even cooked celebration food for my visitors —very embarrassing I know— I only cooked tteokbeokki which is just a snack but it was very memorable. It consisted of my close friends, who even surprised me even though I wasn’t really surprised ’cause I know all of it before they presented it —I’m sorry guys! Loveyah! Haha!— and my family, who were there always by my side even if they were ups and downs, fights, and a lot of flaws, I want you guys to know that I appreciate all the things you’ve done for me and I’m forever —there’s no forever— in debt to you guys. Thank you and I love you.

From the struck of midnight, until the day ends. I am ever so thankful to everyone who remembered, called, greeted, and celebrated with me. Those who gave me gifts, took a derp photo with me being only the normal one, you guys are awesome! Actually, I’m not the type of person who announces on SNS that it’s her birthday, I dunno but maybe because I don’t need those hundreds of greetings that were only send because it notified them but a few greetings that was sent because they know already that it is indeed your birthday without the use of social media. Maybe it’s a way to know who your friend really is or how special you are to a person to remember your birthday.

All in all, I just wanted to thank those people. I got a rented karaoke machine, lots of printed pictures of Lee Minhyuk and a bond-paper-sized Yoseob one, a Toblerone, —I like Kitkat though loljk— and two cakes, mocha and black forest. 💕 Thank you guys for these! You guys know who you are no need for shout outs. Lol. But really really thank you so much! I mean it! And that I love you! Lots of hearts! Anyway, I had a happy, simple and kinda wild? celebration for my 18th.

P.S. I wanted to tell more but I forgot all about it by now. Lol. Maybe if I remember I’ll update this post.
P.P.S. I didn’t have photos on my tab but I will definitely update this post when they send them to me.


— Mayu