Mah 18th!


As they say in our country, your 18th birthday is the most important birthday of your life. It’s your debut. Your debut to the society. The age were you can start working without the need of patents consent, get to vote, go to jail, and everything else that you could do as an adult. Some gets excited to finally become 18, having a “grand ball” and that 18 roses stuff but some aren’t and doesn’t want to be an adult for its responsibilities are a headache. And I just recently had mine…

It has been three hours and twelve minutes past mine. I still don’t know what or how to feel. But I know one thing. I’m grateful for what the higher being has given me. I didn’t have that grand ball that most girls wished for due to financial issues —I didn’t want to have an extravagant celebration anyway— hell, I didn’t even cooked celebration food for my visitors —very embarrassing I know— I only cooked tteokbeokki which is just a snack but it was very memorable. It consisted of my close friends, who even surprised me even though I wasn’t really surprised ’cause I know all of it before they presented it —I’m sorry guys! Loveyah! Haha!— and my family, who were there always by my side even if they were ups and downs, fights, and a lot of flaws, I want you guys to know that I appreciate all the things you’ve done for me and I’m forever —there’s no forever— in debt to you guys. Thank you and I love you.

From the struck of midnight, until the day ends. I am ever so thankful to everyone who remembered, called, greeted, and celebrated with me. Those who gave me gifts, took a derp photo with me being only the normal one, you guys are awesome! Actually, I’m not the type of person who announces on SNS that it’s her birthday, I dunno but maybe because I don’t need those hundreds of greetings that were only send because it notified them but a few greetings that was sent because they know already that it is indeed your birthday without the use of social media. Maybe it’s a way to know who your friend really is or how special you are to a person to remember your birthday.

All in all, I just wanted to thank those people. I got a rented karaoke machine, lots of printed pictures of Lee Minhyuk and a bond-paper-sized Yoseob one, a Toblerone, —I like Kitkat though loljk— and two cakes, mocha and black forest. 💕 Thank you guys for these! You guys know who you are no need for shout outs. Lol. But really really thank you so much! I mean it! And that I love you! Lots of hearts! Anyway, I had a happy, simple and kinda wild? celebration for my 18th.

P.S. I wanted to tell more but I forgot all about it by now. Lol. Maybe if I remember I’ll update this post.
P.P.S. I didn’t have photos on my tab but I will definitely update this post when they send them to me.


— Mayu


Jack The Ripper book


3:12 AM

Hello. I was supposed to post something. But I forgot what it is. So I might as well tell what’s on my mind right now.

I was reading Jack the Ripper First American Serial Killer by Evans and Gainey. But unfortunately I wasn’t able to process any information that has been said on the book so I’m currently stuck at chapter two. It discussed a detailed assassination of Lincoln and many names were bought up and is quite confusing for me ’cause I didn’t study any American History as I am from the Philippines. Booth and his co-conspirators — which I don’t remember the names, even surnames — were theorized the very main reason of Jack the Ripper’s killing… It is due to many conspirators, a search was called to find these and justify the death of the president — sometime after the execution of Booth and comrades — a high-ranking(?) officer arrested a herbal doctor and kind of degraded? him I dunno* Well anyway, this doctor was released and then later he went to London where the killings were done. Thus that doctor might be the mysterious Jack the Ripper.

And I’ve been irritated that the book some times doesn’t have a punctuation when it’s needed. Parts were there’s no comas and it peeves me so much. And I’m just in chapter two! Two! Ugh.

*I somewhat didn’t understand some things and based it on my own apprehension so these maybe inaccurate.
❇Note that I am still in chapter two and the book is kinda thick; a bit like your normal novel but inside has no spacing and packed in a page. So yeah. TMI. ㅠㅠ

I was gonna tell about the other book too that I started ’cause I was frustrated with Jack the Ripper but nah. Next time. —I’m already chapter nine there after a couple of hours— lol.

— Mayu ♡

3:50 AM


Jack The Ripper First American Serial Killer by Steward Evans and Paul Gainey